So I don't know where I'm going with this, but it's time for something to change. I don't know I've been life is just been "lifing" so to speak, and I know the things I'm doing aren't what my loved ones would want. It feels like a cycle that I know I need to get out of, but I don't know how. There is one constant that's been around for the worst: liquor. It's been around for my whole adulthood and some of my later years of high school. Why? Well, it's a coping mechanism (sometimes).
For me, the answer to all of the above has always been the same: liquor. I could make excuses and blame the outside world for why I draw correlations to things, but the reality is that I have to make that decision: just me. It's going to be a rough ride with a ton of ups and downs, but I'm ready to start changing now.
- Problems at work?
- Sad/mad about something?
- Want to break out of your shell?
- Feel like going against the norm?
- Afraid of deep connections?
- Can't sleep?
For me, the answer to all of the above has always been the same: liquor. I could make excuses and blame the outside world for why I draw correlations to things, but the reality is that I have to make that decision: just me. It's going to be a rough ride with a ton of ups and downs, but I'm ready to start changing now.